Spent some time the past couple of nights reading all of the posts on the old blog from March and April, 2017. So much intense recovery work and processing going on. A few of the big takeaways:

1. A couple of related ideas: "Every wound is an opening, every obstacle is a way of escape."
2. My main and most destructive delusion is that I am still involved.
3. This ridiculous daily vow from a Buddhist writer: "Today I will accept everything exactly as it is."
4. A question a weird inner voice asked me: "Can we find a way to work with this?"

Another question: "Do you believe in reality?" Obviously, I am still trying to figure out how to format text in these posts. So, for now, I'll just post this.